Can I Find Happiness With a Sex Addict?

Can I Find Happiness With a Sex Addict?

I just broke up with my boyfriend of almost three years. We had an amazing relationship. He was the first guy I fell in love with. He was my best friend and lover. We had talked about the future and had great relationships with each other’s families and friends.

Now, the problem. I recently found out that he had been responding to sex posts/ads online. When I confronted him about it, he immediately confessed and apologized profusely. He cried and said he’s so ashamed of himself. He explained that it’s a sexual issue/addiction that he’s had for years – even before he met me. He swore that he never actually met up and did anything physical with anybody; he had only exchanged messages. He said he’d go to counseling to get help. He asked me if I could find it in my heart to stay with him and give him a chance to fix himself and be a better man. He said he knows I deserve better.

I feel so betrayed, sad and angry. But a part of me also believes everything he told me, because it’s in line with his character. He had always been honest with me, even when we discussed difficult subjects.

I’m 25 years old and I’m attractive, intelligent, funny, etc., so I’m sure I can find another person in the future. The problem is, I don’t know if I want to. Is my ex-boyfriend “the one”? I’m not the type of person who magically “knows” or dreams about marriage, but being with him made me start thinking about the possibility of marriage. Does he have great character, make me happy and help me to be a better person? 100%. Did he hurt me? Yes. Do I think I can trust him again? I don’t know.

Like many people with addictions, he may be a good man with a pure heart, but if he can’t control his own actions, he fits the profile of a high-risk partner.

My rational side tells me that breaking up was the right thing to do and that I should never look back. My emotional side tells me that I should give him a second chance, but only once he’s made progress through counseling. What do I do? I don’t want to do anything stupid. I don’t want to fall into a bad case of clouded judgment due to loss of first love. Unfortunately I don’t have enough experience with love to know. I need your help. —Zoe

Dear Zoe,

A very thoughtful letter and a very tricky situation.

And, to echo your sentiments at the close of your email, unfortunately I don’t have enough experience with addiction (much less sex addiction) to be able to rightfully guide you.

A quick trip to Wikipedia is informative, however.

While sex addiction is not listed in the 2013 Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, which is pretty much the bible for mental health diagnoses, it’s still prevalent enough to have been studied extensively.

One short description on the page sort of leaped out at me:

Whether it’s a choice or a disease doesn’t matter. He can’t control his urges.

“Jennifer P. Schneider, MD, PhD identified three indicators of sexual addiction: compulsivity, continuation despite consequences, and obsession.”

In layman’s terms, that sounds like some serious shit.

Like many people with addictions, he may be a good man with a pure heart, but if he can’t control his own actions, he certainly fits the profile of a high-risk partner.

In other words, would you be remotely surprised if you got back together and he told you in one year that he spent $5000 on online porn that year? Or maintained a Craigslist “Casual Encounter” ad?

It sure wouldn’t shock me. And even despite that, I wouldn’t doubt that he truly loves you. He’s just an addict. Whether it’s a choice or a disease doesn’t matter. He can’t control his urges. As such, you’re taking a highly calculated risk that he doesn’t backslide.

The one thing I can weigh in on with some measure of authority is this:

You WILL fall in love again.

You’re 25. You don’t seem to lack for attractive traits or self-esteem. You’ve been able to maintain a three-year relationship. You had the confidence to walk away from a boyfriend that you love whom you don’t trust. These are all signs of a highly healthy young woman.

Listen, I believe in second chances as much as the next guy. Hell, if my wife cheated on me, I’d absolutely give her a second chance to make it right — because I know it’s anomalous and not part of her character. Unfortunately, Zoe, your ex-boyfriend’s behavior is not anomalous; it’s chronic.

If anybody is going to give him a second chance, it’s going to have to be the next woman who finds out he’s a recovering sex addict.

As for you, I think you should get back out there, date a bunch of new guys, and see who surprises you. My guess is that he’ll be everything that your previous boyfriend was — without the addiction and trust issues. Keep us posted.

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  1. 101
    Mark W

    I am in my 40’s. I was a sex addict for years. If someone told me I would’ve been a sex addict when I was 17 years old I would’ve laughed at them. Very few people intentionally become sex addicts. Long story short, a documentary on sex in America aired on cable television when I was 20 years old. The show came on after another show I was watching. I should’ve changed the channel. But curiosity got the best of me. I remember getting sucked into the show. It ignited desires I didn’t know I had. I was ashamed of my sexual addiction. I tried to keep it a secret from everyone. I got married 10 years later. I loved my wife, but I still had the addiction. I had intentions of quiting when married. I made so.e progress, but part of my addiction was still there. My wife found out after being married. She was very hurt. She considered divorce. But she ultimately gave me a second chance. I really loved my wife and found victory over addiction. I never would’ve found victory if my wife and I had addressed issue in the open. Sadly my wife passed away 10 years later. I am grateful she gave me another chance. It all depends on the man. Some men love their wives/girlfriends enough to find victory. Others don’t love their wives girlfriends that much. Sin always hides in the darkness. You must always discuss the sexual addiction in the open. Even if you don’t give a second chance it will force your husband/boyfriend to finally deal with his addiction.

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      Mark W

      I meant to say “I never would’ve found victory if my wife and I had not addressed the issue in the open.”

  2. 102

    Hello Zoe.

    I feel deeply for you. Because I’m there. We’ve been together for five years and it’s the same circumstances, just online exchanges.

    I will tell you, if you love him and think you can work past it, that is a possibility. Counseling is available for what he’s going through. They can uncover where these feelings are really rising from and learn what triggers it and how to prevent the cycle. It’s just a matter of putting in the time and effort. But if you feel like you could happier with someone else that is always a route to go.

    Always here to talk and good luck!

  3. 103

    I found this post during my search about the subject of sexual addiction. I believe that I am suffering from this destructive addiction. My girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me because she found numerous messages exchanged between me and prostitutes. I never met anyone either. Always made an excuse for not showing up and was black-listed on their website for no show. I always knew before I text anyone that I will not meet them, but I do text anyway. I have been in denial about having a problem before the breakup. I thought I was doing that because I was single at the time etc. But the hurt that I caused my ex gf and the loss of someone I cared deeply about has cause a severe shock and brought the issue to my attention in a magnified way. As one of the responses here mentioned, the issue is deeply rooted in poor self-esteem. And the more I engage in compulsive behavior the more I feel guilt and shame which destroys self-esteem even more.
    Regardless of what some said here about the issue being chronic and has no cure, I am determine on working on the issue and find strategies to prevent relapses. The human brain is known for its plasticity, people recover from worse diagnosis. And I will recover from sexual addiction.

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